When does it start to feel better? When do i stop thinking of that night in such detail? When will your family begin to feel better again? Is time the healer of all wounds? Why does it hurt more with every day? These questions are always there and always go unanwsered..........
I miss you so much, and cant stand to think of your wonderful family in such pain, i have said it a thousand times and will say it many times more, how i wish i could do something to ease your familys pain and selfishly my own...
I love you so much little one and will always think of you, i will think of you the way you were when we got to have snuggles, your beautiful smile and wonderful eyes, there were so many hopes and dreams in that smile and those eyes.
I will do my best for you Laine to make your Mummy and Daddy and Sister smile and as you know i do it now and then with my blondeness hehe, i will do my best to look after them for you!!!!
Love you and all your family forever sweet girl xoxoxoxoxox
Time/ Mummy
Laine, A year ago today became one of the most wonderful days of our lives, A year ago today we found out that we were expecting a baby, and that baby was you. Tears flew as we come to except it all, it was all too soon after losing your big sister Eden and yet it was so right as well. Daddy and I had only briefly talked about if we would try again and at that stage it was not going to happen, but you had other ideas, Yet here we are a year on tears flowing because you are gone, Gone to be with Eden. Laine people always say things happen for a reason, I couldn't find the reason last year with Eden how on earth am I meant to find it now? Is there a reason to all things that happen? I do not look for one for fear of what I may learn amd for the impatience of trying to find out. It has happened and there is jack I can do to change the course of life. Laine I Love you and Eden with all my heart. I am sorry that we never had more time together and I am sorry if those last moments of your life caused you pain, I was only trying to get you back. I Love youxxxxxxxxxxxxx Mumma Close
My love and thoughts are with you and your family. I would like to enclose a poem that I found very touching when I lost my little son Elias, stillborn at 38 weeks with no known reason.
Love and happiness.
Lisa
In a fairy castle Just beyond my eyes My baby plays with angel toys That money cannot buy
Who am I to wish him back? Into this world of strife No. Play on my baby You have eternal life
At night when all is silent Yet sleep forsakes my eyes I hear his tiny footsteps Come running to my side
His tiny hands caress me So tenderly and sweet I breathe a sigh and say a prayer Embrace him in my sleep
Now I have a treasure That I hold above all others I have known true glory For I will always be his mother
We Love you Laine, blowing you gentle kisses filled with Love. Share these kisses with Eden and she will share them back with you until we can once again share them with you ourselves. Love Mummy, Daddy and Nikita. xxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooo
I miss you and your sister so much....even more so as they days go on. I feel so guilty about not coming up to see you more and will forever, but i just didnt know, the times that i did get to hold you will be in my heart and my mind forever, who could forget your sweet little self!! you were so little and cuddly and stropy if you werent getting what you wanted when you wanted it!! hehe, and those eyes.........those eyes that seemed so much older than you, so calm, almost like you knew you were only here for a short time, i get drawn in by your photo all the time and those eyes just hold my eyes......its hard to explain what i mean.....but i can explain that i will never forget a second of the time i got to spend with you, and anyone that i know will know about you!!
I also want to thankyou and your beautiful sister Eden so so much for bringing Mummy and your family, Aunty Di and her family and me and my family all together, as you know it has showed me what true friendship and what love for a friend is all about. I would fantasise about us all sitting together having a laugh and all the kids playing together, this still happens but it is missing 2 very important people and that breaks my heart but i know you girls will still be there but just not in the way we all wanted.
What i would give to have you back here, how i wish it could be true, it would take pages and pages to write how much i wish it was different, i wish you were making your Mummy and Daddys and sisters eyes sparkle again, to see you having kanga cuddles with Mummy, to have Aunty Di and i having a giggle cause you are always on your Mummy............
I will always be here for your family no matter what, just as i know they are for me and mine.
So thank you again my little "angles"
Loved with a love beyond telling, missed with a grief beyond tears
Angel Whispers / Kylie Murnane (Friend)
Have you ever truly heard An angel whisper in your ear? Their voices are soft and comforting Letting you know You have nothing to fear.
If you listen very carefully You might just hear their sweet voice Whispering to you of God's perfect love And all things that make you rejoice.
They do their very best To always watch over you To keep you safe and happy In everything you do.
So, next time you feel lonely Sad, angry or feeling blue Just whisper to your angel... ...And listen... For they'll whisper back to you.
Precious Laine,
A whole month gone already - so fast, and yet everyday you are still with us in our thoughts and our hearts.
Dear Father who art in Heaven... Please join our family on this Thanksgiving Day and bless each one as we sit down to pray as we remember those who have joined you above so dearly missed and deeply loved.
Please provide us strength on this Thanksgiving Day Bless us with memories of those faraway... Please grant patience to family and friends as we grieve and help us reach out to others who are bereaved.
We give thanks to you on this Thanksgiving Day.... For Your presence in our lives each and everyday. For Your comfort, guidance, and never ending love... And for taking care of our loved ones...in Heaven above.
As we light this candle on this Thanksgiving Day... And it glows in memory of those in Heaven today.... May their lights always shine down on us and give us light... And may we feel their presence along with yours tonight.
May the peace and tranquility of this Thanksgiving Day Be an everlasting light within each of us along the way... Lets bow our heads and give our Thanks to God above. For our blessings, whether on earth or in Heaven above... Amen
Always in my heart / Aunty Dee
Missing you so much my heart hurts.
I miss my phone calls with mummy and listening to you coo and gaa (mainly grunting and making funny cute noises because you wouldn't bring up your wind for her) .. Oh my lil puppy where have the four weeks gone .. it feels like a lifetime of heartache ... I wish I was closer so I could visit you and Eden everyday. I wish I was closer so I could hold mummy tight and whisper in her ear that you love her so much.
Hey Baby girl, Where has time gone? Four weeks already passed, Time here has almost stopped but others move on. I feel like I am stuck in a snow dome of tears watching everything pass me by... Why? I ask that question every day, I think it every moment. Why You?, Why me?, Why us? Why? You fought through so much, you were a fighter. How can something take you from us, It is not how it is meant to be. My head can not process it all, I don't want to believe that you are not coming home...yet I know it is how it is. I sit with you and Eden everyday, Silence.. It is so silent. You use to make so much noise when we sat with Eden and I use to try to stop you crying cause it was weird to hear a baby crying in a childs cemetery...Oh what I would give to have you there in my arms screaming your head off.
Laine, I Love you so much. I just hope that you knew this in life. I will always Love you and even though you are not here on earth with me. You will live on forever in my heart and my mind.
Gentle Kisses and huggles and sniff sniff those lil toes.
Love you sooooooooooooo much or as kita said... I Love you toooooooooooooooooo much....Except I could never Love you too much.
Miss you sweet girl / Aunty Chonny
Well we had Elly's 1st birthday on Saturday as im sure you know. Mummy, Daddy and Kita were so brave to come and we were SO happy to see them!!
Im sure you, Eden, Luke and Chad got your little pressies, it was beautiful to watch them all fly off together, i hope you had a great time playing with them!!!! We are going to do that every year from now on, because you little angels, will always be included, you will always be in our lives!!!
Hope you and Eden and having so much fun together, remember to come give Mummy Daddy and kita fairy kisses all the time, and let them know that you are here.
Forever Young / Jessica Doughty
My little Emily was born on the 11th of May, 4 weeks early. I promise to appreciate her every day and to not get annoyed when i have to get up in the middle of the night to her. i now understand how lucky i am to have her. I am truly sorry for your loss. i wish there was something i could do. Please know i will think of you all when i look up to the stars at night. I hope the memories you have of Laine will always be with you. Again, I am sorry for your loss. Goodluck to your family, Love Jess XXxxxx Close
I'm so sorry for your loss / Jacob's Mum Our Aussie Angel Read >>
I'm so sorry for your loss / Jacob's Mum Our Aussie Angel
Dear laine's family I have just read your sad story of your beautiful little ones life my heart breaks for you all Love doesn’t end with dying Or leave with the last breath For someone you have loved deeply Love doesn’t end with death
with love jacob's Mum www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob Close
God Bless Our little Angels / April God Bless Our Little Angels
How precious,thankyou for sharing. Mommy to Lauren-Raye 6-19-92 to 3-26-93 OurPreciousBabies-subscribe@yahoogroups.com personal email:jw92andbt98@hotmail.comClose
Angels in Heaven / Lucy Washington (Memorial Friend )Read >>
Angels in Heaven / Lucy Washington (Memorial Friend )
I know that it is hard right now but I promise it will get better. I still wake up sometimes and feel like my baby Jayden is still inside of me. With everyday that passes, when you feel like you can't make it, just look at a picture of Laine. Talk to her when you are about to go to sleep and just dream. I promise it will heal the pain. We and other mommies that have lost a child share a common gift and it is of love. The gift that allows us to share to the world our beautiful babies and how they live on through us. Laine, Jayden and all the other angels are looking down on us and smiling because they know that they are loved.You will always be loved by Laine because no one else can be her mommy but you and that makes you special always and forever!!! Hugs and Kisses From Texas Close
For the family of Laine / Irena Hill (Nanny to angel Kayleigh )Read >>
For the family of Laine / Irena Hill (Nanny to angel Kayleigh )
Dear Mr Postman,can you send a letter from me, I need it sent from up above to my earthly family Please send it quick, my mummy's sad, I hate to see her cry. Every night she prays to God and sadly asks him why.
Please let it say, I could not stay, with an Angel I had to go I'm fine, I'm happyhere with the other babies I know I hope it reads to Daddy, I know you love me too I miss you lots and all the things that we had planned to do.
Grandma, how I'll miss your hugs and kisses planned for me I know how much you'll miss the growing child that I should be Close it with, I love you so, I'm with you in your heart I never really left you see, I was an angel from the start.
http://kayleigh-erceg.memory-of.com
I am so sorry for your loss I cant believe I am doing this for Laine I remember doing one for her sister Eden I am so so so sorry for you.