Puppy, whawha, Bright eyes, Chubba Bubba Lubba, Roly poly puppy, Laine.... Into our lives and out again. You came and now you are gone. Was it something I did wrong?
I just want to hold you Huggle you close To feed you , I need you I miss you.
I cry and ask WHY? My precious has gone My Baby, My miracle, My sweetie WHY MINE?
Memories tainted by nightmares I see awake or asleep it follows me Horrible thoughts that drift in my head My Girl you needed me and now you are...
A word that I just can not say
I tried I did, so that you could stay We will be togehter some where someday.... But I will miss you so until we can Be togther in another Land.
Sweet dreams bubba girl. Love Mumma.
Always here for you / Chonny Watson (Aunty Chonny ) Ask My Mum How She Is
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies, She never did before But from now until she dies, She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is And because she can't explain, She will tell a little lie because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum how she is, She'll say"I'm alright." If that's the truth, then tell me, why does she cry each night ?
Ask my Mum how she is She seems to cope so well, She didn't have a choice you see, Nor the srtength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is, "I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping." For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth, Just say your heart is broken
She'll love me all her life I loved her all of mine. But if you ask her how she is, She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven I cannot hug from here. If she lies to you don't listen Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again, We'll smile and I'll be bold. I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mum, With all the lies you told!"
We are always here to hold you Lisa, Ian and Kita....ALWAYS
Laine- 2 years / Mumma, Dadda, Kita And Cort Read >>
Laine- 2 years / Mumma, Dadda, Kita And Cort
Laine,
Life has somehow managed to continue with you up there and us down here, If it was not for the fact we spoke of you so much and have photos around the house to some it would seem it was just a dream. But we know the truth, We know how much you mean to us, we know the joy that a little life can bring in such a short space of time and how much heartbreak you going gave.
We still miss you like you would not believe...
So much has happened over the last two years and it seems such a jumvle of mess, But then we can think of you and Eden and remember it was not wasted years. You have taught us the strenght that we needed to get through life and we love you for it.
On the 13th of Dec 2005 we found out we were expecting you, We were very shocked and very scared. I wish I could say we were excited but that sweet heart would be lying. When we found out we were expecting you we were still trying to deal with losing your big sister Eden and here we were pregnant. The shock itself faded but the fear never left. Laine, when you were born we knew not to expect miracles, We were warned daily that you were doing well for now... kinda prepared for the worse but you showed them a thing or two and then when it seemed that things were going to be just right..they weren't. I replay that day through my head as if it was happening in front of me daily. It haunts me and always will. If I could turn back time and make you safe I would, I would do anything just for one more moment with you, to be able to hold you in my arms and kiss you...I miss you... I love you Laine and not having you here breaks my heart, This is not how it was meant to be... Love forever Mummy. xxxooo Close
so hard to think of what to say. / Anice Doel (online friend of Lisa, Laine's mummy )Read >>
so hard to think of what to say. / Anice Doel (online friend of Lisa, Laine's mummy )
All my love little angel Laine, I didnt know about this site until just now, when I sat here reading your full story for the first time. I wish I'd found it sooner. You were so tiny but touched so many hearts and will never be forgotten little girl. much love sweetie xoxoxox
Lisa, I have tears streaming down my face yet again, I dont know how you guy do it, but you're amazing and such lovely, loving people and so strong. Thats something that I noticed when I met you, is how strong you and Ian both are. always a smile and kind word for everyone else, no matter what it is you're going through. you're always in my thoughts and I am so honoured to have had the chance to meet you and your gorgeous family. xox Close
Well lil miss, I can't quite believe how quickly one year has flown by. It was around this time last year (2130hrs) that I got the message from Aunty Di letting me know you had gone to join Eden. A message that I had to listen to more than once just to comprehend. A message that has forever changed my life. Thank you for the lessons you have taught me and for making me a better person. And more than anything Laine, thank you for introducing me to 3 of the most wonderful people I have ever had the good fortune to meet, your family, for without you that would never have happened. I love you so much honey and you will never know how much you have touched my life in your brief but extra special stay here. Know that you are forever in my thoughts and always in my heart.
1 year ago / Aunty Chonny Princess Laine, its so hard to believe tomorrow it's going to be a year since you went away, a year since so much changed, i think of you every day and wish things could have been so different.
I wanted to share a song that means so much to me and whenever i hear this song i know that you must be near, i heard this song when i got into my car after talking to Aunty Di and finding out the worst, i could hardly see the road my eyes were so blurred and everytime i hear this song i still cry, but its like you were saying "im ok"
Oh, can you feel the gravity falling Calling us home Oh, did you see the stars colliding Shining just to show We belong
Your telescope eyes See everything clearly My vision is blurred But I know what I heard echoing all around
While I am tuning you in You are deciphering me Not such a mystery Not such a faint and far away sound
It's love, it's love that holds us We will be alright It's truth, it's truth that shows us If we'll walk in it's light It's love, it's love that holds us We will be alright It's truth, it's truth that shows us If we'll walk in it's light
I love you with all my heart and will forever, and i thank you for all that i have learned because of knowing you. Please keep those signs coming (i liked the one today when i found Lana and Elly playing with your picture on the floor, they have never got it off the shelf before cause they know they are not allowed up there but today i made the exception!! hehe) and keep doing the wonderful job of looking after your family, you and Eden must be so proud of your little brother!!
Lisa Ian and Kita, i have few words that can express how i feel, and just what tomorrow a year ago ment to me, but i know you guys know........
For so long I have come on your site almost daily. I have posted you candles and written in tributes, But lately there are no words that seem right so I come and I read and I leave without a word...
A year ago my girl we were happy and now a time which should be happy with your new baby brother is confused by all these other emotions. A year ago we were a happy family Four of us, Daddy, Kita, You and I and now we try to be happy us four, Daddy, Kita, Cort and I and we are sad because we miss you and would do anything to have you back... So Baby girl, I may not write each visit here but I think of you each day and Love you always and forever. Close
Thank you / Mummy And Daddy
Laine, We want to thank you aswell for being you. We want to thank you for coming and thank you for giving us the strenght to get through everything even when we felt like we could not go on. We want to thank you for watching over your lil brother Cort, please help him get through this because you our girl knows better than we every will just what he is going through. All the staff still talk about you and remeber you for the fighter that you were and are amased at your brothers strenght to do the same. Thank you. Mummy and Daddy Close
Congratulations on becoming a big sister i bet your proud as punch to have a new baby brother and so you should be he is doing so well! Lil Laine not a day goes past that we don't think about you! Your mum and dad and big sis are amazing but you already new that i don't no how they do it sometimes! Please keep watching your little brother and making him get nice and big and strong for your mummy and daddy! He has the most awesome guardian angels to look out for him between you, Eden and Logan! Please give Edenand Logan a big hug from me and tell them i love them too!
There is always one thing i remember about you and that was everytime i rang mummy i could always hear you in the background having a lil cry sometimes it was the cutest lil cry ever and somethign i will never forget.
Little Laine, beautiful baby girl / Nikki Price (I knew mummy-briefly )Read >>
Little Laine, beautiful baby girl / Nikki Price (I knew mummy-briefly )
Hi Lisa and wonderful family, this is 'Jenson's Mummy' (Nikki). I'm sorry i have never let you know how sad i was when i read on the website that lil' Laine had passed away. When i became pregnant i really couldn't visit the site anymore because there were so many girls waiting for their little babies to be born that i couldn't cope with any bad news. I used to check very occassionaly to see who had had their babies and hope everything was ok. Then one day when i looked i saw you had a little baby girl and you called her Laine, she was very early but still ok, she was strong. I must admit sometimes i was scared to look but each time i did i saw she was getting stronger and i was so happy. I saw her with the crunchie and I admired her you so much, your strength and hope.
I was so devastated the day when i looked and read that she had passed away so suddenly in your arms. I cried for days. By this time I had already given birth to my beautiful Nellie and was having a very difficult time being normal, i mean not paranoid that she would leave me somehow, anyhow! And i found it so difficult to comment, as with each time before. I'm so sorry your beautiful little girl was taken so suddenly from you when it seemed she would fight forever. I cannot express my sadness and grief for you all. I'm just so sorry! I have looked since to see if you had posted and to see how you were and only that. As wonderful as the site is i feel i cannot cope with the losses and the new people that come there everyday to share their loss. I feel like a real coppout but i have to be honest i can only just cope with things now, I really can't take reading about more losses, I know this is selfish:(
When I visited today and saw that you had found the strength to return, I read your posts and then clicked the link to Laine's website. It is so beautiful, she is so beautiful. When I read your story i cried so hard for so long that i felt i had to let you know that i had known for a long time and i'm sorry i never acknowledged it to you all before now.
Your story was so touching that again i cried so hard, i just can't express to you my sadness. I know it has been sometime but you have been in my thoughts many times as have Laine and Eden.
We send you all, all of our love and thank you for sharing your precious moments.
My heart really goes out to you guys from me to you i am truely sorry the pain and heartache you have all had to go through is unbeleivable! I feel so blessed to know you guys and that you have become a firm part of my family! Thank you so much! I wish a million times we never met teh way we did but am glad i had you on the long hard road of greif you don't realise how much your love and support over the last couple of years has meant to me! Laine your a beautiful lil girl held in our hearts forever i just wish i had come up there and met you when i had the chance! Your mummy and daddy and big sis are the most amazing people and i know you would be truely proud of them! Please give your lil big sis and my boy a cuddle and a smoochy!
Sorry i havent been round here so much lately but you know i am always thinking of you and Eden.
Cant believe its been 8mths since that day none of us will ever forget.
I miss you honey, i miss the way your Mummy and Daddy and sister looked when you were with us.
I hoped you liked what me and Aunty Di said at your unveiling, It was a beautiful day for 2 beautiful girls, it was the warmest day we had had in a while, it must have been your love shining down on us. Im really glad i said what i did and its so true, Eden brought our family's together and you both keep us together and will forever.
Its hard sometimes when im round your Mummy and Daddy and Elly and Kees are playing i think that they must be thinking, "this is what Eden would have been doing around now", we all think it.... Im sure you and Eden are watching and thats why the wind picks up for a second or suddenly theres that smell like clean washing or flowers (lol at anyone reading this but you know what i mean) or the sudden warm feeling that comes over, just know that i do and im sure all your other aunties and uncles (which there are many) know when you and Eden are around to.
Lana talks to you all the time, she tells me to shhhhhhhh so we dont wake you up, i have to put you in the cot and get you up, i even have to wind her baby Laine LOL. I know i tell people about what Lana says about you all the time but it is just so sweet and so comforting to think that you had such a huge impact even on a little 3yr old girl i know she will never forget you none of us could
I love you both so much sweetheart and will forever, just keep showing us that your there it makes it a little easier
All my love forever Aunty Chonny, Lana and Elly Close
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY / Debbie Wengert Kevin's Mom Read >>
Happy 1st Birthday precious. Wow a whole year since you made your grand entrance into our lives. Today we took a lil puppy from us in memory of you to baby in bed 7( cause we all know bed 7 rocks!!!) I hope you liked the lil light show we put on for you and our singing (and yeah I know we are not the best at it, thou singstar says otherwise!!) Only 2 more sleeps till your lil party and your stones will be unveiled (they are just perfect, like you and Eden really.) Nikita really misses you and talks about you heaps. She sleeps with your blankie every night and your lil moo teddy.She is very proud to be your big sister. We hope you liked your lil presents and Aunty Chonny gave you the most adorable lil angel aswell (I think she has been stealing my thoughts, she keeps finding these things that we want and can not find) Aunty says it was just one of those things and they were the last ones each time!! must have been waiting just for yous. Well our sweetie, It is getting very late and we have heaps to do for your girls lil party tomorrow.
And we Love you so much. Now and forever!!!!!!! Mummy, Daddy and Kita bear (Big sis) Close
A year ago today / Jess (precious Girl I loved so much )Read >>
A year ago today / Jess (precious Girl I loved so much )
A year ago today you came into this world. A little to early, but that never changed the excitment you were here. A year ago today you took your first breath and amazed everyone with your size. A year ago today your Daddy arrived at my door and said you were out. A year ago today your big sister came to my house and told me she gets to keep you. A year ago today I saw your Mummy in hospital, looking quite nervous and sore, but the love shining from her eyes over took all that. A year ago today I saw your first photo and fell in love with a precious little girl named Laine Melika Anne. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART Have a happy birthday Have a happy day We want a happy birthday to com your way All your special wishes may they all come true. So here's a happy birthday from us to you. Happy, happy birthday, birthday child On the day that you were born the whole world smiled....
Today is a day we should be celebrating the fact you were born. We are all so overjoyed by that fact, but at the same time it is really hard not to think of the pain of loseing you. You touched so many people in your brief stay here. Mine has been forever altered by the 3 little Angel girls I hope have all found each other.
Happy birthday little one / Elizabeth Briar-Roses Mum (Angel friend )Read >>
Happy birthday little one / Elizabeth Briar-Roses Mum (Angel friend )
Happy birthday little one. I wish you were here with your family who miss you more than words could ever say. I hope your big sister gives you birthday cuddles and kisses galore, and then perhaps just one more. Blow some angel kisses down like special angel rain to land on mummy today and help ease her missing you pain. Hugs and angel kisses to Laine from Briar-Roses family.
BEREAVED BIRTHDAYS
Birthdays are a time for celebration
Not a time for tears
But what happens when the birthdays
No longer mark the years.
A birthday marks the moment
A spirit enters earthly life
To share its special love and joy
And learn from earthly strife.
Before a spirit comes to us
It knows when and how it must depart
It chose its path carefully
We are honored from the start.
The sadness we now feel on such a joyous day
Is longing for our loved one's touch
It's natural to feel this way.
For even though the birthdays
No longer mark a spirit's stay
Love continues on forever
To touch us everyday.
I hug my precious memories
Close to my heart
And honor my beloved spirit child
Who chose me from the start Close
EARLY BIRTHDAY WISHES BUBBA / Rachael And Family (friend)Read >>
EARLY BIRTHDAY WISHES BUBBA / Rachael And Family (friend)
BIRTHDAY WISHES TO YOU LITTLE PRINCESS MISSING YOU SOOOO VERY MUCH!! I wish we could see your precious little face and that beautiful big smile that would just light up the room. Big hugs to you bubba and all your friends and your big sister up there in the sky having a little party. xoxoxoxoxox love ya always little one.
6 Months... / Mummy
Six Months since I saw that precious smile. Six months since I heard that precious cry. Six months since I saw those blue bright eyes. Six months since we snuggled together in bed. Six months since I carried your car seat. Six months since changed your wee tooch Six months since I smelt those lil toes Six months since I bathed you, so warm. Six months since I felt such pride Six months since I held you and all that slipped away... Six months since the life drained from you Six months since our nightmare continued... Six months since our lives changed forever Six months and you have been gone longer than you were. Six months and still it hurts so bad Six months ...It feels like forever already, yet I can picture it like six seconds ago, Yet I will remeber you and Love you forever.
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